my body wants to let go of all this...i told you i might be to much...put it right out there in the open if you were listening...i speak in ways that a musician should understand. he'll never read this so i can say what i want. i want you. i want you to want me...to trace me with your words and touch me in circle with your fingers...i want you to spend time on me..i want you to want to taste me. i want purity. love is overrated. purity is where its at. i want to speak how i want and when i want and i want you�� to want to hear me. I WANT.
my eyes stay on you and my heart does too. i know i'm overwhelming...to a point that i don't even understand. when i fall asleep at night i feel guilty and i don't even know why...i feel sad and useless and unworthy..its sad. i'm sad. i have so much stuck inside me and i need someone to help me let it go. i m crying right now and no one will know and i think thats ok...but i need someone to comfort me sometimes...i don’t need them to i guess...it would just feel nice. maybe i should let go and then i’ll get what i need. thats what always happens. they love me once i leave. for once i just want someone to love me from the start...Not start at then end.
formal setting. to not admit. to hide from. lets learn how to disappear completely with no trace of what was one a flicker of light. forget all about everything let it go. speak like you know things argue so people think that you believe in something. be alone because you wont admit that your lonely. And the spiral down begins and spins and spins. One thing is clear but its the thing that you hide from. one thing is right but its the thing you will deny untill the end. BLAH.
my eyes stay on you and my heart does too. i know i'm overwhelming...to a point that i don't even understand. when i fall asleep at night i feel guilty and i don't even know why...i feel sad and useless and unworthy..its sad. i'm sad. i have so much stuck inside me and i need someone to help me let it go. i m crying right now and no one will know and i think thats ok...but i need someone to comfort me sometimes...i don’t need them to i guess...it would just feel nice. maybe i should let go and then i’ll get what i need. thats what always happens. they love me once i leave. for once i just want someone to love me from the start...Not start at then end.
formal setting. to not admit. to hide from. lets learn how to disappear completely with no trace of what was one a flicker of light. forget all about everything let it go. speak like you know things argue so people think that you believe in something. be alone because you wont admit that your lonely. And the spiral down begins and spins and spins. One thing is clear but its the thing that you hide from. one thing is right but its the thing you will deny untill the end. BLAH.
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